it's a leisure friday

It's another Friday. Tdy is my off day. Loud phone call ringing tone wake me up , answering phone blurr-ly... n back on my bed again. Too bad i can't concentrate on it anymore. Decided 2wake up n do my laundry.

Mum change her usual pattern. She stop buying me breakfast on Friday morning since I only take brunch on Friday. *grin* Had my bean cereal drink n a piece of biscuit, then i start reading newspaper. Since it's my off day, I decided to do things slowly n leisurely. 1 way 2ease stress accumulated over the week. Halfway through updates about dengue n letters 2d editor, suddenly i realised that i hv yet to bank in my cheque! Okay... change n off i go to Central Square- d complex that jz created a news 2 days ago A student gone missing after telling d gf 2wait 4him while he go withdraw money. I think twice if i were 2go central square now.

It's crowded in the bank. Luckily not a long queue 4 cheque deposit machine. Spent 5minutes in d bank, then go n visit LY. Actually only plan 2go 2bank n come back. Only wear my phantom of opera black top n jeans.. cincai la.. jz go.. old fren won mind wat i wear kot??

Lepak enough at LY's place, go home la..... det's when i start 2b pc's best fren until now, 5pm d... hhmmm... chatting, surfing 4my coming trip, online banking again, even play online games w some1 who's working tdy. haha... nice game! Some 1 who is $%&# 2me msg in d afternoon. wat a crap msg. reply oso... keep msg... fine. discovered a new solution to do when v hv msg frm ppl like dis. --switch off d phone!

Later hv to go buy stuff b4 go to sis's shop. Tml another working day. haiii.. i dislike working saturday n sunday.

Dilemma

If there's such place named 'D Home of dilemma', I think I live in it over the past 1 week. Life has come to a stage where I start 2ponder what can I do 4my future. Am I going to continue with what I have now or do sth different? *Unknown*

1stly my daily life. Diagnosed by myself as having unhealthy lifestyle.
1- Lack of sleep-- Rx: Cut down internet time, create good sleeping time at nite
2- Unhealthy meal + fear of antioxidant-- Rx: Make sure i visit fruit aunty at break n munch fruitsss daily.
3- Exercise-NIL-- Rx: dis one take some time 2fix a time allocated 4exercise. *good excuse hor??*
4- Treat computer as best friend-- Rx: dis is a fact. kenot do much... Will still glued 2it 4 entertainment of any sort.


2nd my career
1- 2much into working life-- Rx: Must learn 2take it easy. *aiks say is easier than do. jz can't stand if things aren't on the track.
2- 2efficient-- Rx: Learn 2adapt 2d working environment im in. Mayb it's not easy but have to try no matter wat. Must oways remember im only a worker oh..
3- uncertainty-- Rx: Since think come think go oso think no road, dun force 2much might hv better return. advised 2carry on w life n stay alert 4life changes. To stay o to go? We'll decide later.


3rd my relationship
1- Regret-- Rx: Nothing can b done. What oledi past is history. Nobody can change history.
2- Cheated-- Rx: What 2do? Move on w life lo... Always believe that God arrange all those 4us to learn n 2pick up essential skills. There's sth in front 4us 2 c c look look & b a better person.
3- Admire-- Rx: Take it positively n b humble. Nice things comes n goes. Golden period in life. Appreciate it la.


4th my personality
1- Cheerful-- Rx: Keep it up
2- Moody-- Rx: Acceptable. It's good to let go of sadness n frustration rather than keeping it n hurt diri sendiri.
3- Unstable confidence-- Rx: *unknown*.. pathetic rite... kenot explain why.


What bother me most now is my long-lost self-confidence n self-guidance. Next come my future. What do i want? What can i do now?

haiiii.... hope 2hv an answer 4myself soon.

enjoy life!!

Being a student n a "FAMA scholar", every move esp when it has 2do w $$ needs 2b careful. Once my physic lecturer told@inspired us that "One can hv entertainment at any time, but not education."

I have to agree that is very true & det's wat im experiencing now. Being a druggist myself, i finally hv an a/c that will 'grow' at the end of every month. & i can hv my own plan on wat 2do w them all. No plan 2go back 2 d school, so i guess it's time 2catch up w entertainment, comfort in life etc etc... Enjoy doing sth that's new 2me really. When if not now?? I might b too weak 2walk if i drag it later. *exaggerated statement that is*

So, off i go to book my tickets!! yeah yeah =) n never let go of any chance 2steal time 4 dis adults' "extracurricular activity" Hey that makes us young oso rite. (Rather than hiding ourselves in d shop n repeat...
'dis one, take one, 3 x a day before food ya... remember, it's BEFORE!! okay?' @
' nola uncle..v nv sell at such a low price wor... my price oledi like dis long ago.' @
'halo, it's me la, eh get me dis tablet, 5+1 one, and 10 jars of dis cream ok. urgent one har!!'

So now, i menghitung hari 4d day 2 arrive, n i can throw everything behind, concentrate on ENJOYING MYSELF!!

d_w_

What day is tdy? a day after mooncake festival.. a day that carries chinese culture. It's oso a Monday. Discovered sth fake n ugly...n it's like sth hit on my head. It's a true fact that i kenot stay at d same position all d time. New plan must b drafted b4 it's 2late. but wat can i do?? think... think........ go back n think....

i'm jz a little worker.... THINK!! THINK HARD!!!! y would i land myself in such position? i ciak ku li nia le.... frust frust really frustrated w it!!

Y can't i meet ppl who r sincere n straight 4ward? izit so hard 2meet ppl like det? i guess so... wat 2do? im jz a little worker..

haaaaaiiiiiii...... wat is my future le??

中秋节快乐

今天有人专程送来了2 粒月饼. 真的好窝心哦!! =) 手里捧着美丽大方的月饼盒, 心里既开心又感动. 嘻嘻.... 还真有点舍不得吃呢!

今天还算过得蛮充实的. 谈谈天, 说说笑, 偷偷懒, 补补货, 算算钱, 放工啦!! 明天不用做, 只需去露个面, "soso" 一下. 好轻松的一天!

中秋节快乐! !

Restarting....

Think i must hv catch some immunity against d so called challenges in life. Recovery period this time is faster than b4. Man... y not? been dragging it all dis while.. Shoulder start 2complaint it nv rest 4 too long time. Well mayb i can get ready to restart now. Look 4ward 2d upcoming challenges n let go of d past.

Fren very keen in looking 4 some1 2work w. Start 2wonder who is me in a yr's time. M i going 2stay at d current position 4 long? Getting sth extra in life might b a better idea 2preserve a good future. Life has change so much esp after multiple petrol price increase. Reading newspaper was once an activity 2c what happens out there.. yet, it's where v can know how ppl coping w inflation in d country. no shopping, no extra activity, no entertainment, n d list go on...

There's sth i realised tdy. Don't feel bad n hurt ourselves over d irresponsibility act of some1. Feel sorry 4them. That's their weakness, not ours. Why hurt ourselves over sth v don do?

Life challenges

It's a bad bad day. Problems @ so-called challenges det everyone face in life give me enough stress & headache. Being some1 who finds it hard to let go of some things even after multiple strategy 2counter its effect has finally back to d square one. Seems like everything is still d same. Prob still exist, life still as bad as it was, etc etc.. *some1 pls tell me how long 2go b4 everything is over*

Why m i so helpless at times n oways blinded by situation? Why m i still sitting here? Why can't I stand up n move on from my previous position? Why ppl seems 2hv d power of seeing through at the time when i hated them 2do that most? why dis... why det.... too many ys..... If only i hv d answers. n if only there really is a "restart" button in life.

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Freeeee.....

Had a not-so-busy n not-so-free working day. Boss not in. Me steal time 2read up d necessary 4a workshop tml. Few chat w my regular customer & frens make my day. Tomorrow will be another stress-free day. Can enjoy driving, loitering n at d same time b serious in d workshop. 2bad can't catch up w frens o else it will b wonderful.

Wonder whether snail mail still exist nowadays?? I hv a long overdue 1 ;P But it's good to know that the other party still care & concern. Anyway gotta do it fast!! Waiting too long is not sth worth doing.

Restart

Is there a restart button in life, when things aren't going d way v want it 2b? Hmm that seems impossible... Felt uneasy on seeing a graphic in the net last night, force me 2realise jz how weak i m. silly me...

Fren say it takes time 4 wound to heal. Agree.. been telling ppl d same thing everyday. Even how to clean it so det it heal faster. Butwhen things happens on myself my brain is so so blank. Discovered another weakness--> unable to self-prescribe!

Guess a reform in life is very crucial now. Yet lazyness n d spirit 2 reform is quite imbalance. Sth must b done 2 overcome lazyness. Laze in front of d screen is so enjoyable det i don mind glued to it in every non working minute.

Me..

Well since internet has become part of my life, so i might as well...get a blog 4myself. Wonder what's d feeling of expressing myself on a URL in d net. Good place to destress? *replace aromatherapy*
alternative to call up d unlucky some1 listening 2me grumbling? *save a lot on phone bills!!!*
Let's try it out!