Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 at a glance

2008 is a very exciting year.
I experienced the toughest stage of working for people, to set up a supermarket Wal-Mart concept Pharmacy and Wellness centre.

I experienced working with listed company.

I'm hurt by someone whom I thought I could trust him the most.

I've completed half of the years of installment of my car.

I've changed, myself, to be a better person, who treasure life more than anytime before this.

I've made 2 major decisions in career, with the 3rd coming soon.

I'd experienced disappointment in career ladder too.

I'd managed to drive to KL & Klang alone.

I get to know more people.

I bought my 1st laptop.

I had the chance of going out with him, though we have 5 years gap, until
I feel hurt and pain, then I decided to move on, yet brain cells still can't help but thinking about him.I don't know what is in his mind. Neither am I sure that he know what is in mine.

I experienced my 1st tyre puncture.

I attended 3 best friends wedding, CH, CC, SD and 2 ROM, Bro & GS.

I spend quality time with old frens on 2008 New Year eve.

All in all, I think, I've become a better person in the year of 2008. I do hope I will be better in the months and year to come!!

Happy New Year! Gambate!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

The End?

I cannot describe how much I dislike you, how much I wonder how did I end up feeling so stressful and frustrated after I commit myself to start a new life with you. Many times, I feel like putting the relationship to an end. I didn't. I keep on struggling within me to stay on, until the day, surprisingly, I realised I've fall for you.

It is you who gave me such priceless experience. You have inspired me and given me courage to move on with my life and challenge myself to aim higher, without fear. i treasure our relationship very much now, I couldn't help myself but keep on thinking about you and try all I can to strengthen the bond. Every obstacles is now a challenge to me.

However, very soon, I realised we have different goals/aims in life. It makes me ponder, whether our relationship will turn out to be fruitful, or we will end up in different path in life.

I think it is advisable to end our pathway which lead us to different direction. I can conclude that I like something I can't have. It is like a relationship between a couple, where both person do have feeling for each other but, they will never end up to be together because of different interest/ they are from different country and each party has to be in their own country.

Reluctant, sayang, but, life goes on. Our experience in life is our station in our life journey. We go to many many area, stop by, hang around, then we hop on to the train again and countinue our journey to go other station.


Never know I have the courage to do things like that. I really did.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Nike says: Just do it!

After i land myself in my new job this year, i have come to realised that, I really want to try many things and do many things while I am young and dare to fail. My action of giving the resignation letter before getting a job has actually inspired me and given me much encouragement to do many things I want to try in life. There is nothing to afraid of. just like what Nike says, JUST DO IT!