m i already used 2it??

m i already used 2it?? being some1 who has ups n downs in rship. hard core enuff 2face watever progress in my journey of rship? do i really hv to believe, det ït" who accompany me 4 yrs is d only one that will nv hurt me, make me sad n be loyal 2me, 4ever n ever? oh i really love it.

Happiness in life is ESSENTIAL now. Don wanna c myself down so often. Me hv a not-so-good habit.... chinese would say drag myself into d sharp corner of d cow.. proper english is to think too much. way tooooo much. both necessary n not necessary.

HURT... after few experience of being hurt, d feeling is still as if i jz got hurt yesterday. Very useless of me. never learn frm past experience. Weak. nvm, still surviving, n still looking 4 a real definition of......--> Trust. My ability abt identifying trust seems 2b very, very low. It is also where the problem arise.

One Q: when can i get d ans? Sometimes when i face problems n obstacles in life, i would tell myself that there is sth behind d prob det i must learn. So, carry on w my life n the truth will surface with perseverance. Sounds very positive huh?? hope i can make it everytime prob visits me.

Peaceful Sat nite..

I don't like December. Pharmacy student frm various uni come n ask 4 permission to do their retail pharmacy attachment & my boss accepted them. Me gotta guide them thru their days when they're posted at my outlet. (Luckily boss agree 2 send them 2 branches. else i wil really garu kepala on how 2guide them)

Im not sure whether im selfish o is det so-called ego, i don't tend to brief them wholeheartedly when they are there 2expose themselves 2 a retail setting. That might partly due to lack of experience in "lecturing" n my own experience doing an attachment like det in my uni time. Another reason is that I don't enjoy spoon-feeding them every info in the pharmacy. Hey aren't they have to know what they want?? Aren't they d one who ask Q rather than me doing the briefing/teaching all the time? In conclusion, I hv no idea what to do w them when im engaged in my own work or even when im free. so bad huh?? lousy ar?

Me had lunch w a fren tdy near my work place. d environment surrounding us is not bad though.. quite surprised 2 experience det. wonder whether there'll b a Q&A session tml as 1 of my colleague saw me w my fren when im on d way back 2work. Shall wait n c...

Saturday is no longer a OT day 4me now. Very free after work td

y as every1 is not at home at nite. How nice if i can hang out w frens.... or go drive around like i oways do..... sad thing is both can't b done. So me end up getting a classic cheese cake frm Secret Recipe n take away a packed salted bean fish w rice, n thinking of sleeping early tdy n hope 2 wake up early tml as a visit 2 d petrol station is critical cos petrol tank is so empty like it's gonna stop working 4me anytime anywhere.

Here i m, listening 2soft music n blogging. wat a peaceful nite i hv =)

My Way

一直在酝酿 一直在盼望
爸爸和妈妈唯一的理想
二月第一天 一九八一年
我第一次对他们眨了眨眼
等待快点过去多少个明天
希望这个宝贝快快长大一点一点
身体要健康所有的事情都如愿
BABY 长大以后就是小轩

I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
I''LL CHANGE THE WIND AND RAIN
THERE BE A BRAND NEW DAY

小时候受伤有人心痛失落有人安慰
现在遇到困难自己就要学会面对

I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
NOTHING WILL STOP ME NOW
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY

困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对
现在用心去追
感觉就对

I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY

一直就这样 找我的方向
不理会别人奇怪的眼光
直到有一天 我忽然发现
梦想已经在实现
等待快点过去多少个明天
看着自己已经慢慢长大一点一点
我的生活应该让我自己学会掌握
相信自己
不怕风雨再多

**我喜欢这首歌。 第一次认识它 是在汶莱， 通过朋友的手提。 当时只有它的MIDI。 会国后努力寻找并下载它慢慢欣赏。 发觉自己真的是越来越爱上它， 歌词也很有意思!