Sunday, April 29, 2007

The Power of Words

PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT 'YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID, ~BUT~THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.

I totally agree on the statement above. This is what I've got in my mobile Inbox. Those words make me feel very touching. Thanks buddy!

'Whenever u feel like tel out someth i am always here 4 u.I wan u 2 b happy always'
by TG, I think he remember everything I said about CP ;)

'Good mor hav a cheerful day / Good mor u hv a nice day / Had ur lunch @ tea?'
by TG, simple and nice :)

'What happened? Don b sad, u know i will always side u wan so cheer up :)'
by C, my pillar of support whenever Im in deep sorrow, immediate response to stress call.

'Hello ms thai, wish u happy birthday oh!Wish u all ur dreams come true.. Everything going smoothly.. Stay young, pretty & healthy forever. Pls dont 4get me. :)'
by E X, I still keep this msg...

I wish the friendship with friends who make my day last forever...
Being single doesn't mean you're not being loved. Instead, you share your love with more people. So called... 'public love' in mandarin. hehe...

I always have this feling that I'm left all alone in hometown working, with minimal entertainment and interaction with people. Friends who work in KL do not understand why have I not choose to join them in KL. According to them, KL is the place for young people, you will enjoy your life, you have better opportunity in career, you will be well trained in all aspects, Last but not least, you would have had a boy friend and already on a serious and steady relationship by now.

In my opinion, I chose to work in hometown because my parents like their children to stay near them. I can have the opportunity to treat them well.
  • I have a good job in my hometown, I have the opportunity to be in a higher position in my field.
  • I like Penang. (Good food, near, no traffic jam, no long queue)
  • I don't like to waste time. (Spend time in traffic jam b4 and after work, Queue to park in shopping complexes and also getting in/out from office car park, Wake up early during weekends to get things done and just to avoid the weekend jam)
  • I take shorter time to save money, to get my daughter especially.
  • I contribute to the local community where I grew up. (So wai tai??? hehe...)
  • SP is a fast growing town. Crime rate still not as high as KL.

But, but, some cruel true facts about working in hometown,

  • No entertainment. GSC in SP but the show is always older, new movies always come later. No karaoke. SO, how to pass time???
  • Lack of friend. I know there are some not so close high school friend around. Only bumped into them on the street, never keep in touch :( SO, how to socialise???
  • Provide service to the local community, many of them are old folks, middle aged parents and young parents. SO, how to meet Mr.Right???
  • Work in a M company. SO, how to meet people???

Fortunately I still have business friend to speak mandarin to. Else, I wonder what will happen to me. Haha....

Many people start to worry about me and m concerned when can I have a boy friend. Many people do not believe that I m single and available. [ So bad :( ] Thanks for all your concern. My answer is still I dono. For what I know, instead of loving one person very much, Im being 'loved' by my friends around. you know, 'public love'... it's not a bad idea afterall, rite ;) Don't worry... fate will make us meet =)

Thank you my fren, for making my day.

Monday, April 23, 2007

det poisonous curse

I experienced a poisonous curse attack last night. The last one I had was in Dec 2006. This time when it happened I feel like I'm inside a woofer, where all the curses come towards me repeatedly in d frequency det's enough to kill me slowly.

According to those poisonous curse, Im useless. I kacang lupa kulit, arrogant, show no respect, etc. Those r the main points det i can remember. All these being replayed repeatedly in my mind. no mood at work tdy. But can still handle things.

Thank God My heart can still afford to all these and No Propranolol, my best fren when under intense horror is needed.

I think.... think it's wise to stay away. Maintain the current nature but at a diff environment. What may happen is possibly World ar like dis again n again, which I don think i can handle them.

That way, at least I don owe u so much. M i rite?

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Which to choose?? Work or Play?

I'm in dilemma again! I plan my Spore trip since last year. Just 1 month + b4 I can realise my plan, J told me about this year gathering falling on the same day s my trip... What should I do? Shall I go Spore or stay in Penang? aiks.... hard to choose.... Spore sale is on! This work gathering is not sth 2 missed!! Which is more important? Work or play? If i choose work, I will stay in Penang following the programme J& Co arranged 4us, meeting old mates whom I only meet once a year n that will help in my career. If i choose play, then i will miss the chance to talk to all those old mate who have many years experience. I will miss Spore sale that only happen once a year. How how??

Think rationally , think i should choose work this time hor...... hmmm...... aiks.....
Why m i given only 1 choice?? :(