The joy of talking

It's just another Monday when I start my day today. I woke up quite early because i start to seriously think about TG's comment about my laaaziness. I think I really have to do something on it. Reach office slightly early after breakfast at home, not many customer in the early morning though, until a very talkative customer came in, followed by Mr. Y. I talked to the customer, while handling another customer, finally the 2 customers sitting and start to chat. (Great because i dono wat else i can talk to the customer!!)

Talked to Mr. Y, then Mr C(W) came,-- talk, later he call,-- talk, go to lunch w Y, --talk, so many ppl came to SP today. Even E(Xal) is around too, but we didn't meet up. Came back from lunch, B(Dy) came, --talk again. Then TG complaint when i finally has the chance to talk to him. hahah!! The real talking session starts after work. Chat w C from 6.30pm- 7.45pm, about Kri's and GM's wedding, relationship. Took dinner after that, called BK n chat frm 9.20pm-10pm, we talked about work, life, being employed or self-employed, what v want in life. Immediately after that, I talked to TG for an hour. I wonder how I can talk to TG like det today. Something wrong with me maybe short circuit or sth?? In a good mood because I meet many people and am very occupied today?? I guess so. That's me----> knot stay idle...Always find things to do esp when Im in the shop.
I enjoy the talking today :) I wish I will be in good mood everyday, eliminate my laaaaaziness 1 day. Hehe....

Letting go of things that I should let go

Sometimes, (Most of the time) I have problem in turning words into action. I will soak myself in depression instead of setting a SOP to solve problem, especially when it's about a relationship.

People used to say that the number of years you use to love someone=the number of years you nit to take in order to forget the same person. If that is true, I probably have another 3 years to suffer. (Oh no!!)

I thought I am fine and I will be okay. Unfortunately feelings and reality do not allow me to let go of things I should let go. You may say it all depends on myself, whether I want to make it, or not. My answer is--- 1. it's very easy to say than done. 2. How to make it???

I find it hard to throw the things with memory. I can put them in a big box and put it aside at a place I could hardly see. I find it hard to settle without the big plush memorable dog, waking up thinking of the sad thing that shouldn't be bothering me by now. Maybe I should shop for another replacement.

Wish him success in achieving his aim in life, and live happily with new family.

Confused

They say quarrelling/arguing between 2 person is good because that's the way to understand some1. I think that is quite true. I had an argument w a fren over a small issue last night and I bring the issue to bed. I wake up this morning, let go of any pride/ego and go straight to check mail. Tears rolling in the eyes after reading the mail.

I know TG didn't mean to provoke/hurt me; neither he is trying to remind me of my previous bad experience in trusting people. It's me being unfair to link a general statement to everybody. Thanks to him for still talking to me though... This is what make him different from the other 'general' people.

1 thing 4sure, it's tiring to get involved in an argument. I was in bad mood for the whole day to a stage at climax when I just sit in my daughter with my yellow doggy box. Good mood comes back after argument is cleared. Lesson learned: 1--> Don't assume anybody else will treat you the way other people treated you. Every individual is different. Do invest trust in some people before you regret.
2--> Do I trust them no more ??

Now, after 3 months of pampering, I nit to find ways to readjust myself, probably wipe my protective shield and go back to my usual lifestyle. Padan muka??!!