I thought...

I thought togetherness is more important than money.
I thought I bring smiles to them though I don't have the ability to give the huge amount of cash to pay back to them.
I thought I'm a filial daughter.
I thought I am quite successful.
I thought it's a sacrifice worth to be made for the last 2 years working in SP.
I thought my thinking is mature enough at my age.
I thought it's okay.

Unfortunately on 23 December 2006, Whatever i thought is rubbish to him. The take home message for me is,

1. Cash is EVERYTHING. Money is EVERYTHING.
2. A leader, who can do ANYTHING, and that ANYTHING is a rule, is a dictator.

I drew a few conclusion,

1. I will do what I can do and am happy to do.
2. I will not give up what I want.
3. I will not take the half tablet just because of this ANYmore.
4. I will respect a leader, not a dictator.