Plan 2go 2penang island tdy got cancelled. This is bcos it might b jam over the other side of d mainland due to some road closure 4 malaysian who celebrate Thaipusam (Y is it not a public holiday???) Read in paper det SP is d 3rd major place 4 Thaipusam celebration after Batu Caves & Penang. So, so i should hv holiday one rite??
Wake up early dis morning though still tired. It has been a long time since i last went to UTC (a morning market which offers lotsa goodie.. food, clothings, accesories, it's like an open air supermarket!) I once spent RM 200 there in jz 1 morning. Hard 2blif it myself, leaving me puzzled n tell myself i shall nv go w lotsa $$ w me.
Dis market is quite quiet after CNY. Ppl had enough of shopping i guess. Din take breakfast so I thot v could jz buy lunch instead. Bought ingredients 2cook my favourite dish--> chicken curry. A dish i miss so so much n i couldn't find any chicken curry better than d one i used to have. I don hv any chance to hv it anymore :( nvm.... can oways try n error myself 2 cook it.
Think i've adopted sth as my hobby recently. Instead of producing nice cross-stich, cooking has bcome my 2nd choice. We now have so called... Friday Special... tdy is chicken curry lor.. hehe.... Previously was butter prawn, spicy sotong-udang. I can depend on Friday now... hehe...
Friday, February 10, 2006
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
2006 CNY
dis yr CNY is very special 2me after hibernating during dis grand event fr yrs.. It's oso a time when my mobile is most active. I hv 2admit det when age climbs up d ladder, d meaning of cny changes from happiness, hope n expectations to plain rest, gathering season. It is when most ur old fren n school time kaki b back in hometown 4 a mass long-time-no-see gathering.
I spent 1st day at CY's house visiting her n baby girl, n meet my tai lou, tai tai lou, SDy, CJern, HYin& TSiang, CHow.
2nd day was well spent in BM, for college-mate gathering. Wow really enjoyed myself there. 1st v hv steamboat dinner 2gether. They prepared a meal that can last us for daysssss. Everyone feel so full afer det. A steamboat filled with balls... fish balls.. v spent time til wee hour playing mahjong, UNO, playing cards. It's d playing cards det kill d sleepiness really. Reach home at 6.30am, I wake up at 1pm only 2find det lunch is ready n uncle is coming 2join us 4lunch. oops...
3rd day is hometown fren gathering. They r puzzled how could i end up in BM til late nite n at d same time mahjong-ing. So out v go 4 3person mahjong. Feel dizzy for d 'fan'. Sth like u gotta earn 5 points b4 u can game, n 4dis u gotta summon brain cells to go alert 2play.
I start 2feel reluctant 2 go back 2work on d 3rd day of cny. 4th day is my 1st day at work after cny. Very blurrrrr... esp in d morning. I jz assume everything boss say is correct.. nod my head away 4d whole morning. hehe.... Then v pakat 2watch Fearless. nyek nyek... then gather at Cacao 4 chor tai ti. haha
CNY come to an end when v have a good evening at Snails Bistro. wind, music, chor tai ti n Kampai n laughter accompany us 4 a nite b4 v separate again :( a sad moment when v hv to go back :..( hv a feeling det everybody is leaving me alone in sp again. heee....
Dis cny make me feel det there r really frens who care 4me although v r not oways in contact. Paiseh... i will try my best 2 take care myself, n to remind myself det, i still hv my frens w me.
Guys n gals... c u again!!
I spent 1st day at CY's house visiting her n baby girl, n meet my tai lou, tai tai lou, SDy, CJern, HYin& TSiang, CHow.
2nd day was well spent in BM, for college-mate gathering. Wow really enjoyed myself there. 1st v hv steamboat dinner 2gether. They prepared a meal that can last us for daysssss. Everyone feel so full afer det. A steamboat filled with balls... fish balls.. v spent time til wee hour playing mahjong, UNO, playing cards. It's d playing cards det kill d sleepiness really. Reach home at 6.30am, I wake up at 1pm only 2find det lunch is ready n uncle is coming 2join us 4lunch. oops...
3rd day is hometown fren gathering. They r puzzled how could i end up in BM til late nite n at d same time mahjong-ing. So out v go 4 3person mahjong. Feel dizzy for d 'fan'. Sth like u gotta earn 5 points b4 u can game, n 4dis u gotta summon brain cells to go alert 2play.
I start 2feel reluctant 2 go back 2work on d 3rd day of cny. 4th day is my 1st day at work after cny. Very blurrrrr... esp in d morning. I jz assume everything boss say is correct.. nod my head away 4d whole morning. hehe.... Then v pakat 2watch Fearless. nyek nyek... then gather at Cacao 4 chor tai ti. haha
CNY come to an end when v have a good evening at Snails Bistro. wind, music, chor tai ti n Kampai n laughter accompany us 4 a nite b4 v separate again :( a sad moment when v hv to go back :..( hv a feeling det everybody is leaving me alone in sp again. heee....
Dis cny make me feel det there r really frens who care 4me although v r not oways in contact. Paiseh... i will try my best 2 take care myself, n to remind myself det, i still hv my frens w me.
Guys n gals... c u again!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
m i already used 2it??
m i already used 2it?? being some1 who has ups n downs in rship. hard core enuff 2face watever progress in my journey of rship? do i really hv to believe, det ït" who accompany me 4 yrs is d only one that will nv hurt me, make me sad n be loyal 2me, 4ever n ever? oh i really love it.
Happiness in life is ESSENTIAL now. Don wanna c myself down so often. Me hv a not-so-good habit.... chinese would say drag myself into d sharp corner of d cow.. proper english is to think too much. way tooooo much. both necessary n not necessary.
HURT... after few experience of being hurt, d feeling is still as if i jz got hurt yesterday. Very useless of me. never learn frm past experience. Weak. nvm, still surviving, n still looking 4 a real definition of......--> Trust. My ability abt identifying trust seems 2b very, very low. It is also where the problem arise.
One Q: when can i get d ans? Sometimes when i face problems n obstacles in life, i would tell myself that there is sth behind d prob det i must learn. So, carry on w my life n the truth will surface with perseverance. Sounds very positive huh?? hope i can make it everytime prob visits me.
Happiness in life is ESSENTIAL now. Don wanna c myself down so often. Me hv a not-so-good habit.... chinese would say drag myself into d sharp corner of d cow.. proper english is to think too much. way tooooo much. both necessary n not necessary.
HURT... after few experience of being hurt, d feeling is still as if i jz got hurt yesterday. Very useless of me. never learn frm past experience. Weak. nvm, still surviving, n still looking 4 a real definition of......--> Trust. My ability abt identifying trust seems 2b very, very low. It is also where the problem arise.
One Q: when can i get d ans? Sometimes when i face problems n obstacles in life, i would tell myself that there is sth behind d prob det i must learn. So, carry on w my life n the truth will surface with perseverance. Sounds very positive huh?? hope i can make it everytime prob visits me.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Peaceful Sat nite..
I don't like December. Pharmacy student frm various uni come n ask 4 permission to do their retail pharmacy attachment & my boss accepted them. Me gotta guide them thru their days when they're posted at my outlet. (Luckily boss agree 2 send them 2 branches. else i wil really garu kepala on how 2guide them)
Im not sure whether im selfish o is det so-called ego, i don't tend to brief them wholeheartedly when they are there 2expose themselves 2 a retail setting. That might partly due to lack of experience in "lecturing" n my own experience doing an attachment like det in my uni time. Another reason is that I don't enjoy spoon-feeding them every info in the pharmacy. Hey aren't they have to know what they want?? Aren't they d one who ask Q rather than me doing the briefing/teaching all the time? In conclusion, I hv no idea what to do w them when im engaged in my own work or even when im free. so bad huh?? lousy ar?
Me had lunch w a fren tdy near my work place. d environment surrounding us is not bad though.. quite surprised 2 experience det. wonder whether there'll b a Q&A session tml as 1 of my colleague saw me w my fren when im on d way back 2work. Shall wait n c...
Saturday is no longer a OT day 4me now. Very free after work td
Im not sure whether im selfish o is det so-called ego, i don't tend to brief them wholeheartedly when they are there 2expose themselves 2 a retail setting. That might partly due to lack of experience in "lecturing" n my own experience doing an attachment like det in my uni time. Another reason is that I don't enjoy spoon-feeding them every info in the pharmacy. Hey aren't they have to know what they want?? Aren't they d one who ask Q rather than me doing the briefing/teaching all the time? In conclusion, I hv no idea what to do w them when im engaged in my own work or even when im free. so bad huh?? lousy ar?
Me had lunch w a fren tdy near my work place. d environment surrounding us is not bad though.. quite surprised 2 experience det. wonder whether there'll b a Q&A session tml as 1 of my colleague saw me w my fren when im on d way back 2work. Shall wait n c...
Saturday is no longer a OT day 4me now. Very free after work td
y as every1 is not at home at nite. How nice if i can hang out w frens.... or go drive around like i oways do..... sad thing is both can't b done. So me end up getting a classic cheese cake frm Secret Recipe n take away a packed salted bean fish w rice, n thinking of sleeping early tdy n hope 2 wake up early tml as a visit 2 d petrol station is critical cos petrol tank is so empty like it's gonna stop working 4me anytime anywhere.
Here i m, listening 2soft music n blogging. wat a peaceful nite i hv =)
Friday, December 02, 2005
My Way
一直在酝酿 一直在盼望
爸爸和妈妈唯一的理想
二月第一天 一九八一年
我第一次对他们眨了眨眼
等待快点过去多少个明天
希望这个宝贝快快长大一点一点
身体要健康所有的事情都如愿
BABY 长大以后就是小轩
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
I''LL CHANGE THE WIND AND RAIN
THERE BE A BRAND NEW DAY
小时候受伤有人心痛失落有人安慰
现在遇到困难自己就要学会面对
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
NOTHING WILL STOP ME NOW
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY
困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对
现在用心去追
感觉就对
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY
一直就这样 找我的方向
不理会别人奇怪的眼光
直到有一天 我忽然发现
梦想已经在实现
等待快点过去多少个明天
看着自己已经慢慢长大一点一点
我的生活应该让我自己学会掌握
相信自己
不怕风雨再多
**我喜欢这首歌。 第一次认识它 是在汶莱， 通过朋友的手提。 当时只有它的MIDI。 会国后努力寻找并下载它慢慢欣赏。 发觉自己真的是越来越爱上它， 歌词也很有意思!
爸爸和妈妈唯一的理想
二月第一天 一九八一年
我第一次对他们眨了眨眼
等待快点过去多少个明天
希望这个宝贝快快长大一点一点
身体要健康所有的事情都如愿
BABY 长大以后就是小轩
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
I''LL CHANGE THE WIND AND RAIN
THERE BE A BRAND NEW DAY
小时候受伤有人心痛失落有人安慰
现在遇到困难自己就要学会面对
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
NOTHING WILL STOP ME NOW
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY
困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对
现在用心去追
感觉就对
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WILL FIND MY WAY
一直就这样 找我的方向
不理会别人奇怪的眼光
直到有一天 我忽然发现
梦想已经在实现
等待快点过去多少个明天
看着自己已经慢慢长大一点一点
我的生活应该让我自己学会掌握
相信自己
不怕风雨再多
**我喜欢这首歌。 第一次认识它 是在汶莱， 通过朋友的手提。 当时只有它的MIDI。 会国后努力寻找并下载它慢慢欣赏。 发觉自己真的是越来越爱上它， 歌词也很有意思!
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Protect Copyright !!
2 days ago, they told me, det's their formula. they kenot tell me their formula. Me think: then wat do v in HQ do 4u guys???so next time can jz ignore u guys la??? since urs is urs ma.
In the end, they tell... but me really take note of wat they say dis time.
Tdy... while she(2nd boss) was telling me their(diff person liao) formula, my shock facial expression failed 2b shield frm her sharp eyes. After few insisting me 2pour it out, i finally pour it out, det det is my copyright, so now they don follow d patent law n produce generic one!! She now know the true story, well since they like 2show off 2 him(big boss), dis is wat they get in return. m i bad? i dun think so. hehe.....
Mayb d God wanna remind me that honesty is not practical in real life. They only exist in theory. though i agree with that, my inborn attitude is hard 2change. 1 of d way would b 2rmind myself, frm time 2time, det, ideal world don exist.
Brain cells still very active in thinking of next destination. cia lat.. :P
In the end, they tell... but me really take note of wat they say dis time.
Tdy... while she(2nd boss) was telling me their(diff person liao) formula, my shock facial expression failed 2b shield frm her sharp eyes. After few insisting me 2pour it out, i finally pour it out, det det is my copyright, so now they don follow d patent law n produce generic one!! She now know the true story, well since they like 2show off 2 him(big boss), dis is wat they get in return. m i bad? i dun think so. hehe.....
Mayb d God wanna remind me that honesty is not practical in real life. They only exist in theory. though i agree with that, my inborn attitude is hard 2change. 1 of d way would b 2rmind myself, frm time 2time, det, ideal world don exist.
Brain cells still very active in thinking of next destination. cia lat.. :P
Turning into a new leaf
Have not been writing in my blog 4 quite some time. ever since after Deeparaya holiday. I do miss my blog but sometimes jz too lazy 2 write things out. Went 4 a week vacation to Miri-Brunei-KK, Sabah. Nice to meet up uni frens in Brunei n visiting a country. Took lotsa photos but no idea how to upload photo in blog. SSH say can click on d option when composing blog, but me couldn't find any :(
KK trip is eye opening 2 a land over d other side of d peninsula facing South China Sea. They hv nice beach... very tasty seafood det make me *drooling* until tdy when i think abt it. Canopy walk is a good way 2exercise after abt 1 yr since i last go 4a real exercise. Hot spring is an experience b4 i visit d one in Baling.
Ou i oso managed to drive MyVi, 1.0 manual. New car. less than 1 week old. Good experience w dis local car & encourage u 2get 1 if u're interested in getting a car but hv limited $$ or if u wan a car 4town-driving.
End result of my 8 days 7 nite trip---> Ms Thai is a brand new leaf... hehe.. me turning over a new leaf. 4get abt d past, n look 4ward. w full motivation n enthusiasm 2live a better, happier life. Hey noone can stop u frm having a good life other than ourselves. Happpiness o sadness is our choice. Don't worry, be happy. det way u will look young too!! haha!!
Friday, November 18, 2005
Long lost peace..
It's meow's bday dinner tdy. V share d happiness browsing thru photos. Laugh, jokes, n finally me drive back to SP alone. Have not been driving like det 4 quite some time really. M i afraid 2drive alone at nite? a bit lorr.. esp now v can c many weird n unexpectable incidence, but hey
me really enjoy d mood driving along d highway... at nite.. not hot, nice music, peace of mind....brings back old memories too =) wish i can hv dis exp again.
Finally, after abt 1 month, i managed 2get my bday photos. Thx so much 2CH!!
me really enjoy d mood driving along d highway... at nite.. not hot, nice music, peace of mind....brings back old memories too =) wish i can hv dis exp again.
Finally, after abt 1 month, i managed 2get my bday photos. Thx so much 2CH!!
Saturday, October 15, 2005
me beloved album
A nice n meaningful photo album. Mixture of d sweet+ sour+bitter+spicy memory in IMU. Part of life which i will cherish d moments. They are my long lost beloved album. IT finally come back to its master. A day of relief n happy 2have it back under my care. Its unique mix is a treasure of mine.
At last, im united again w my beloved photo album. It represents a bday present frm my koko n read a thousands word abt life in IMU. Discovered female capability n responsibility is proven 2b better than male sometimes. When v say v wanna do it, v wil do it. v don't drag. Dis case doesn't apply 2every ppl i know but it's true in my case tdy. =)
M so happy det i sms my fren who knows immediately after i got it back frm d hand of his fren. Then me happily drive 2 continue my 2nd working shift. Now i can concentrate to restart liao. I'm more confident 2restart when the timing is here.
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Looking back, i've work 6 consecutive days for 13hours. Still going strong?? hope so la... tired oso le... stress start 2build up liao.... how nic eif i can work n at d same time njoy life. :(
At last, im united again w my beloved photo album. It represents a bday present frm my koko n read a thousands word abt life in IMU. Discovered female capability n responsibility is proven 2b better than male sometimes. When v say v wanna do it, v wil do it. v don't drag. Dis case doesn't apply 2every ppl i know but it's true in my case tdy. =)
M so happy det i sms my fren who knows immediately after i got it back frm d hand of his fren. Then me happily drive 2 continue my 2nd working shift. Now i can concentrate to restart liao. I'm more confident 2restart when the timing is here.
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Looking back, i've work 6 consecutive days for 13hours. Still going strong?? hope so la... tired oso le... stress start 2build up liao.... how nic eif i can work n at d same time njoy life. :(
Friday, October 14, 2005
Actor n Actress
"Chuan Chen, esok u kena mai ya." 1 sentence n i wipe off my plan 4 friday, get dressed n go to work on a Friday. RTM wanna do some shooting on boss's success business. Me involved too. Hello they r focusing on our outlet n my boss le.. should be excited n proud of boss rite?? but arr... long working hours few days back oledi dampen my spirit.
Arrived at shop 9am sharp (which is rare) :P Me actually act usual n start doing my work. soon, boss arrived n then d crew. Shooting 1st done at our 1st floor office. Everyone is so excited n tense wondering what will happen next. Ms Thai carry on w her work. I hv dis long 'overdue' quotation 2b finished, at d same time wondering since when quotation bcome part of my job. nvm la... don so kira la.. all staff bz w opening of new branch ma.. everybody busy ma... somemore dis quotation involved poison items ma.. most importantly, boss bring it to me by hand ask me do ma!! aiks..
Shooting continues 2 an inteview with 2nd boss-my boss punya wife lor.. While they r setting up d light, camera etc, me quietly move my stuff 2d counter n continue serving customers who came in n show us their curious facial expression. Some stood at the entrance thinking they entered d wrong shop. haha..
Shortly after that, It's my turn 2b interviewed. wow!! I hv good interview experience but they r all job interview which involve my future.. dis kind of interview is really 1st of its kind in my life. Tension!! Boss say nvm la.. jz answer their Q spontaneously la. They jz wanna know ur opinion abt me SAJA. (det saja very important le.. wat will happen if i say wrong thing?)
Calmly finish d interview, din say anything negative (Of cos!!) n then i become "farmasi bergerak"--- serve customer outside d shop bcos they r filming a brief show in d shop, w my staff n a customer randomly picked 2act as customers asking 4refund of spoilt goods.
After friday prayers, me bcome 'tao iu' 2bring our team to boss's house 2cont w d shooting. aiyor... Spent d whole afternoon laughing, chatting n acting. When shooting at boss's house end, it starts 2 rain!! Our branch phrmacist's car has got a punctured tyre, n all of us surprisingly c our boss is d one helping 2change d tyre.. wow! really a kind boss when he keep his bossy face.
me d tao iu continue 2bring my team n RTM team 2our branches 2finish shooting.n my acting day finally end w a buka puasa at boss's house 2gether with d RTM team n S/K pharmacist . I had an early visit 2boss's house b4 raya dis yr since i won b around during raya. hee... dinner was nice. Air asam made by 2nd boss is very tasty. =)
It's already 8.30pm when i go back 2d shop. huh... 11 hrs work tdy... m i tired? i think so. tml another working day :(
Arrived at shop 9am sharp (which is rare) :P Me actually act usual n start doing my work. soon, boss arrived n then d crew. Shooting 1st done at our 1st floor office. Everyone is so excited n tense wondering what will happen next. Ms Thai carry on w her work. I hv dis long 'overdue' quotation 2b finished, at d same time wondering since when quotation bcome part of my job. nvm la... don so kira la.. all staff bz w opening of new branch ma.. everybody busy ma... somemore dis quotation involved poison items ma.. most importantly, boss bring it to me by hand ask me do ma!! aiks..
Shooting continues 2 an inteview with 2nd boss-my boss punya wife lor.. While they r setting up d light, camera etc, me quietly move my stuff 2d counter n continue serving customers who came in n show us their curious facial expression. Some stood at the entrance thinking they entered d wrong shop. haha..
Shortly after that, It's my turn 2b interviewed. wow!! I hv good interview experience but they r all job interview which involve my future.. dis kind of interview is really 1st of its kind in my life. Tension!! Boss say nvm la.. jz answer their Q spontaneously la. They jz wanna know ur opinion abt me SAJA. (det saja very important le.. wat will happen if i say wrong thing?)
Calmly finish d interview, din say anything negative (Of cos!!) n then i become "farmasi bergerak"--- serve customer outside d shop bcos they r filming a brief show in d shop, w my staff n a customer randomly picked 2act as customers asking 4refund of spoilt goods.
After friday prayers, me bcome 'tao iu' 2bring our team to boss's house 2cont w d shooting. aiyor... Spent d whole afternoon laughing, chatting n acting. When shooting at boss's house end, it starts 2 rain!! Our branch phrmacist's car has got a punctured tyre, n all of us surprisingly c our boss is d one helping 2change d tyre.. wow! really a kind boss when he keep his bossy face.
me d tao iu continue 2bring my team n RTM team 2our branches 2finish shooting.n my acting day finally end w a buka puasa at boss's house 2gether with d RTM team n S/K pharmacist . I had an early visit 2boss's house b4 raya dis yr since i won b around during raya. hee... dinner was nice. Air asam made by 2nd boss is very tasty. =)
It's already 8.30pm when i go back 2d shop. huh... 11 hrs work tdy... m i tired? i think so. tml another working day :(
Thursday, October 13, 2005
???
Many things happen tdy. Let's start frm work... *so boring.. oways work work n work*
Bz w ordering in early morning. Meet few supplier. Prep goods n ans Q frm Dr.. tdy no difficult customer. Hungry... n it rain heavily jz when i wanna out 4lunch. y?? stock came in. Just nice 4me 2stay back 4a while..
Problems come after lunch. 1 box of goods missing!! nvm... informed person in charged. will look into det matter. Customer called n wanna speak to 'the pharmacologist'. pardon?? okay.... new branch gave medicines, she wanna confirm d correct dosage n frequency. As me explaining halfway, found sth not rite.. how come brown colour susp turned into green color??? Suspect sth wrong, say call back d pt while me checking out what they gave. See, another typical example of, 'their problem is our problem, our problem is our problem'. hey!! think me so eng sit there nothing 2do izit?? Called them, give them watever particular they nit, n ask them to -sendiri kao tim- They give excuse say they don't have the stock det's y... haiii.... in fact, jz given 1 gallen a week ago. Don't tell me u finish all 4Liter in a week?????
Later in d afternoon.. boss came... gave me a suggestion... "i let u go back 2hrs earlier say abt twice a week, u represents me 2go 2 our branch. okay?? that way v can ease phct long working hrs." What can i say le? me seriously lack d skill of defending myself in boss punya 'suggestion' Last time abt my day off oso same case.
Come evening, still early.. suddenly thot of my stuff, n stop by d road, call det %#^* 2try take it by myself. Heard some horrible voice instead, n a pek chek "hallo!!" fine. keep d mouth shut is good 4both party. %#^* bz n outstation. Conclusion--hopeless.
Finally after work... Glued 2d screen as usual.. Found out a truth. Don't really know how to react over it. tell frankly lor..
as i told u b4, i jz "lost a job"... so.....dono how 2say..
Thankful 4d understanding. Aware of hurt i might cause. But me really lost confidence..n i treasure our frenship.
Think i start 2crave 2 chocolate again. Shall go n get 1 tml.
Bz w ordering in early morning. Meet few supplier. Prep goods n ans Q frm Dr.. tdy no difficult customer. Hungry... n it rain heavily jz when i wanna out 4lunch. y?? stock came in. Just nice 4me 2stay back 4a while..
Problems come after lunch. 1 box of goods missing!! nvm... informed person in charged. will look into det matter. Customer called n wanna speak to 'the pharmacologist'. pardon?? okay.... new branch gave medicines, she wanna confirm d correct dosage n frequency. As me explaining halfway, found sth not rite.. how come brown colour susp turned into green color??? Suspect sth wrong, say call back d pt while me checking out what they gave. See, another typical example of, 'their problem is our problem, our problem is our problem'. hey!! think me so eng sit there nothing 2do izit?? Called them, give them watever particular they nit, n ask them to -sendiri kao tim- They give excuse say they don't have the stock det's y... haiii.... in fact, jz given 1 gallen a week ago. Don't tell me u finish all 4Liter in a week?????
Later in d afternoon.. boss came... gave me a suggestion... "i let u go back 2hrs earlier say abt twice a week, u represents me 2go 2 our branch. okay?? that way v can ease phct long working hrs." What can i say le? me seriously lack d skill of defending myself in boss punya 'suggestion' Last time abt my day off oso same case.
Come evening, still early.. suddenly thot of my stuff, n stop by d road, call det %#^* 2try take it by myself. Heard some horrible voice instead, n a pek chek "hallo!!" fine. keep d mouth shut is good 4both party. %#^* bz n outstation. Conclusion--hopeless.
Finally after work... Glued 2d screen as usual.. Found out a truth. Don't really know how to react over it. tell frankly lor..
as i told u b4, i jz "lost a job"... so.....dono how 2say..
Thankful 4d understanding. Aware of hurt i might cause. But me really lost confidence..n i treasure our frenship.
Think i start 2crave 2 chocolate again. Shall go n get 1 tml.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Is det my fault??
Me remember CLEO mag few months ago stated when u hv more n more responsibilities in ur job det's a good news bcos det shows ur boss trust n hv confidence in u, BUT, i think,
not when u r 2b 'blamed' o 'questioned' when things gone wrong. 2d managers out there!!! Can't u guys make use of d precious organ God give us --> b_a_in!! Also, pls take note pointing fingers no longer work perfect now. Sometimes i feel like im working in multiple outlet + hold multiple positions everyday, but get paid 4 d work in only 1 outlet n 1 position.
1st, pleaase u do ur work b4 u start 2blame.
2nd, pleaase b creative, think of alternatives. There is so so much of variety!! it's not a 1-way street okay??!! If v can think of 1, y not u? d m*n*g*r
3rd, pleaase b fair n considerate. Hey im not sitting here doing nothing all day long okay? im practically doing my job, ur job, hers n their jobs!!!
4th, mana wa punya bonus?
not when u r 2b 'blamed' o 'questioned' when things gone wrong. 2d managers out there!!! Can't u guys make use of d precious organ God give us --> b_a_in!! Also, pls take note pointing fingers no longer work perfect now. Sometimes i feel like im working in multiple outlet + hold multiple positions everyday, but get paid 4 d work in only 1 outlet n 1 position.
1st, pleaase u do ur work b4 u start 2blame.
2nd, pleaase b creative, think of alternatives. There is so so much of variety!! it's not a 1-way street okay??!! If v can think of 1, y not u? d m*n*g*r
3rd, pleaase b fair n considerate. Hey im not sitting here doing nothing all day long okay? im practically doing my job, ur job, hers n their jobs!!!
4th, mana wa punya bonus?
Monday, October 10, 2005
If...
Sometimes, i think, If...
I can control my mood when i'm so so sad.
I know what i wan in life
I know wat 2do
I can go back 2d time in SMSM n Glasgow.
I m happy now?
I can be smart enough 2avoid ppl taking advantage of me
I can hv lotssssa frens 2hang around
I can get rid of work politics
I can face failure bravely
I know wat 2do when i m not in d mood
I can hv new clothes always
I can handle my increasingly heavy workload maturely
I can pamper myself everyday
I m so bz hanging out w frens
I hv frens 2share happy n sad moment
I can be more knowledgeble..
I can handle difficult customer
I can b patient n kind 2my customer
I can hv enough $$ 2spend 2make myself happy
I can stop thinking about wat oledi past n draft my future
I can get a car
I can control my mood when i'm so so sad.
I know what i wan in life
I know wat 2do
I can go back 2d time in SMSM n Glasgow.
I m happy now?
I can be smart enough 2avoid ppl taking advantage of me
I can hv lotssssa frens 2hang around
I can get rid of work politics
I can face failure bravely
I know wat 2do when i m not in d mood
I can hv new clothes always
I can handle my increasingly heavy workload maturely
I can pamper myself everyday
I m so bz hanging out w frens
I hv frens 2share happy n sad moment
I can be more knowledgeble..
I can handle difficult customer
I can b patient n kind 2my customer
I can hv enough $$ 2spend 2make myself happy
I can stop thinking about wat oledi past n draft my future
I can get a car
Saturday, October 08, 2005
surprise..surprise...
Tdy me as usual late 4work. Shock 2c boss coming out frm d shop when i wanna enter. Oops... Don't think he mind. Saturday blue ma... walk sluggishly into d shop(daily routine), usually with a serious face, n my staff like 2try anything they can 2make me smile, n they don usually get what they want. It's a WORKING Saturday!! what do u expect??
Got a shock when i go to d back of d shop, wow did i enter wrong shop? it looks like recycle shop full of empty boxes!! It must b a hard day 4 them yest 2clear d mess. Have a look at our store, hmmm... very good.. everything neatly arranged. they r more efficient if they puasa ehh?
My hands r heavy.. brain is slow.. ouh n it's still not even 11am!! start 2count down when i can go home n hv a rest. jz like last time while in uni, 1st thing in mind after class is zzz...
A father brings his 2 kids insist 2c d phct. m concerned abt kid's rashes. Tips n counselling given. Request to 'check' (examine) d kid. haiii... he managed 2gain all necessary info n go off w a bottle of vit 4 d kids.
Mr regular, uncle O came tdy!! He said he wanna take me 4dinner last time n me nv reply. phai seh ma... he ask again dis time. hmm....
My memory is no longer like how it used 2b. oways 4getful as if it's an early sign of alzheimer.. probably should try 2do sth on it! sleepy.... tired.. tml working sunday.. aaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!
Got a shock when i go to d back of d shop, wow did i enter wrong shop? it looks like recycle shop full of empty boxes!! It must b a hard day 4 them yest 2clear d mess. Have a look at our store, hmmm... very good.. everything neatly arranged. they r more efficient if they puasa ehh?
My hands r heavy.. brain is slow.. ouh n it's still not even 11am!! start 2count down when i can go home n hv a rest. jz like last time while in uni, 1st thing in mind after class is zzz...
A father brings his 2 kids insist 2c d phct. m concerned abt kid's rashes. Tips n counselling given. Request to 'check' (examine) d kid. haiii... he managed 2gain all necessary info n go off w a bottle of vit 4 d kids.
Mr regular, uncle O came tdy!! He said he wanna take me 4dinner last time n me nv reply. phai seh ma... he ask again dis time. hmm....
My memory is no longer like how it used 2b. oways 4getful as if it's an early sign of alzheimer.. probably should try 2do sth on it! sleepy.... tired.. tml working sunday.. aaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!
Mission accomplished
Finally... det useless $&@^ say he will ask some1 2 pass 2me. better than me not seeing my stuff again la! watever way, so long as i get it, then u get out of my sight n mind!! good 4u n me la. dun ever think det's an excuse to keep u in mind. u dun deserve it bcos useless stuff of any sort dun deserve it. I will b most happy 2hv it back 2me. menghitung hari.. til i c my album..
Friday, October 07, 2005
Yeah it's Friday again!!
What a meaningful friday i hv tdy. 1st, i wake up 8.20am. (on a friday!!) thot 2go out 4breakfast but both parents oledi went out. so, TheStar wish me good morning. Had breakfast, hv a chat w neighbour who came over early morning, then i change n go to work. (part-time)
Reach there 10.02am oops!! acceptable la.... only 2min late...(ONLY) Do some glucose n BP test, some counselling, some dispensing, 2pm d.. time 2change shift.. can bring d car n go wet! 1st destination go to claim my trousers sent 4alteration, at d same time browse 4 new arrival,
2nd, go n meet GC. go 2breed mosquito actually (sembang) but then she bz at work. so, session cut short, jump to d car again n head 4 d next destination--> handphone shop. Bring my SE 2c dr... it doesn't wan 2wake me up if i shut it down when i sleep. He say software prob.. i say not even 1 yr i buy dis phone. hehe...He reset d phone... so we shall wait n c whether it has any improvement. While waiting 4him 2inspect my hp, i was looking at a colourful samsung new model which i saw in TheStar dis morning. Yet d boss recommend another SE... n b4 i leave, he say "Ask ur husband to buy 1 4 u la". I say "Wait til i marry la". N d boss surprisingly ask "Har wat? u not yet marry de ar??" aiks... only 1 thign in my mind... do i actually look so "mature"??
4th destination is another shop to claim my top which oso sent 4 alteration. dis ppl hv been calling me at least EOD.... only fail to hv me answer d call everytime they call. Told them to sms d de la.. sendiri cari susah de... :P
Final destination is a dessert house.. but 2my disappointment, they r close tdy =( So, went home lor..
Feel good 2 finish doing all d stuff i wan 2do in a day. The best part is driving frm place 2place w nice music.. aha... hot sun doesn't bother me much in det way =) Tdy is oso a rare Friday det i can online at home at dis hr.
Hope 2hv good friday every friday. hee...
Reach there 10.02am oops!! acceptable la.... only 2min late...(ONLY) Do some glucose n BP test, some counselling, some dispensing, 2pm d.. time 2change shift.. can bring d car n go wet! 1st destination go to claim my trousers sent 4alteration, at d same time browse 4 new arrival,
2nd, go n meet GC. go 2breed mosquito actually (sembang) but then she bz at work. so, session cut short, jump to d car again n head 4 d next destination--> handphone shop. Bring my SE 2c dr... it doesn't wan 2wake me up if i shut it down when i sleep. He say software prob.. i say not even 1 yr i buy dis phone. hehe...He reset d phone... so we shall wait n c whether it has any improvement. While waiting 4him 2inspect my hp, i was looking at a colourful samsung new model which i saw in TheStar dis morning. Yet d boss recommend another SE... n b4 i leave, he say "Ask ur husband to buy 1 4 u la". I say "Wait til i marry la". N d boss surprisingly ask "Har wat? u not yet marry de ar??" aiks... only 1 thign in my mind... do i actually look so "mature"??
4th destination is another shop to claim my top which oso sent 4 alteration. dis ppl hv been calling me at least EOD.... only fail to hv me answer d call everytime they call. Told them to sms d de la.. sendiri cari susah de... :P
Final destination is a dessert house.. but 2my disappointment, they r close tdy =( So, went home lor..
Feel good 2 finish doing all d stuff i wan 2do in a day. The best part is driving frm place 2place w nice music.. aha... hot sun doesn't bother me much in det way =) Tdy is oso a rare Friday det i can online at home at dis hr.
Hope 2hv good friday every friday. hee...
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
鸟人
(我的) 俗语说: 今天不是工作天.
因为今天是诸位鸟人(鸟顾客) 齐来本姑娘任职的地方聚集的好日子吧.
之一:
首先出现的是老爱摆架子, 喜欢用支票还区区几块钱的单的教育界"奇才" *还好已经退休了, 否则真担心会误人子弟* 此人不满意我给他的价钱, 老爱拿老板的名来"压"我. 哎哟老兄, 您老是要以那有历史性的老价钱来交易, 教我怎么向老板交待, 又怎么保着老娘的饭碗呐?? 很抱歉地跟"奇才"说恐怕今时今日不能像以前那样了. 通货膨胀我也不想的 的确有太多货品起价了呀! :( 哪里晓得"奇才" 不只一点都不能谅解, 还怒骂老娘不懂规矩, 没照老板给他的价钱来卖, 还扮大方的说没关系, 他会告诉老板好让老板可以退钱给他. 哎哟老板交待的价钱与您奇才的是的确有距离呀. 况且您态度也需检讨一下吧, 别总是让人看到您就超想看不到您嘛! 默默的等待奇才这次掏出腰包拿出现款, 礼貌的说了谢谢, 再光临, 奇才竟然大大声的喝本人"说到底你还是算我新价钱???!!!!!! 好! 我一定要告诉你老板!! Tell her that u don treated me well!!!!!" 哗...老娘可火了..您不可理喻还算了, 竟然还用这种英语来恐吓我?? 于是本人边当他透明边说告到首相我也不怕你边走回座位, 火炭般的脸继续面对供应商写货.
之二:
没到二分钟, 那好久不见, "和蔼可亲" 的音乐家顾客也光临, 本人不怕什么, 只是怕他会呆着找话谈,然后又开始唱歌给我听. 我总是不懂得如何反应的 :( 还好供应商有在, 同事已经帮忙搞掂他了. 可是!!! 他还是走了过来, 要量血压. :( 无可避免的了 :( 谈了一阵子, 我又忙我的了. 写着货嘛. URGENT 的哩. 音乐家休息一会儿, 便告辞了.
之三:
以为可以安心继续工作了, 五分钟后又来一个出了名超级杞人忧天的顾客. 做好心里准备来回答他一萝萝的问题, 怎么知道今天好辛运, 他只问一样. 奇怪的是, 问完了他就谢谢, 随即掉头走了.今天好爽快耶!
明天是PUASA第一天, 祝我少遇到鸟人...
因为今天是诸位鸟人(鸟顾客) 齐来本姑娘任职的地方聚集的好日子吧.
之一:
首先出现的是老爱摆架子, 喜欢用支票还区区几块钱的单的教育界"奇才" *还好已经退休了, 否则真担心会误人子弟* 此人不满意我给他的价钱, 老爱拿老板的名来"压"我. 哎哟老兄, 您老是要以那有历史性的老价钱来交易, 教我怎么向老板交待, 又怎么保着老娘的饭碗呐?? 很抱歉地跟"奇才"说恐怕今时今日不能像以前那样了. 通货膨胀我也不想的 的确有太多货品起价了呀! :( 哪里晓得"奇才" 不只一点都不能谅解, 还怒骂老娘不懂规矩, 没照老板给他的价钱来卖, 还扮大方的说没关系, 他会告诉老板好让老板可以退钱给他. 哎哟老板交待的价钱与您奇才的是的确有距离呀. 况且您态度也需检讨一下吧, 别总是让人看到您就超想看不到您嘛! 默默的等待奇才这次掏出腰包拿出现款, 礼貌的说了谢谢, 再光临, 奇才竟然大大声的喝本人"说到底你还是算我新价钱???!!!!!! 好! 我一定要告诉你老板!! Tell her that u don treated me well!!!!!" 哗...老娘可火了..您不可理喻还算了, 竟然还用这种英语来恐吓我?? 于是本人边当他透明边说告到首相我也不怕你边走回座位, 火炭般的脸继续面对供应商写货.
之二:
没到二分钟, 那好久不见, "和蔼可亲" 的音乐家顾客也光临, 本人不怕什么, 只是怕他会呆着找话谈,然后又开始唱歌给我听. 我总是不懂得如何反应的 :( 还好供应商有在, 同事已经帮忙搞掂他了. 可是!!! 他还是走了过来, 要量血压. :( 无可避免的了 :( 谈了一阵子, 我又忙我的了. 写着货嘛. URGENT 的哩. 音乐家休息一会儿, 便告辞了.
之三:
以为可以安心继续工作了, 五分钟后又来一个出了名超级杞人忧天的顾客. 做好心里准备来回答他一萝萝的问题, 怎么知道今天好辛运, 他只问一样. 奇怪的是, 问完了他就谢谢, 随即掉头走了.今天好爽快耶!
明天是PUASA第一天, 祝我少遇到鸟人...
Friday, September 30, 2005
it's a leisure friday
It's another Friday. Tdy is my off day. Loud phone call ringing tone wake me up , answering phone blurr-ly... n back on my bed again. Too bad i can't concentrate on it anymore. Decided 2wake up n do my laundry.
Mum change her usual pattern. She stop buying me breakfast on Friday morning since I only take brunch on Friday. *grin* Had my bean cereal drink n a piece of biscuit, then i start reading newspaper. Since it's my off day, I decided to do things slowly n leisurely. 1 way 2ease stress accumulated over the week. Halfway through updates about dengue n letters 2d editor, suddenly i realised that i hv yet to bank in my cheque! Okay... change n off i go to Central Square- d complex that jz created a news 2 days ago A student gone missing after telling d gf 2wait 4him while he go withdraw money. I think twice if i were 2go central square now.
It's crowded in the bank. Luckily not a long queue 4 cheque deposit machine. Spent 5minutes in d bank, then go n visit LY. Actually only plan 2go 2bank n come back. Only wear my phantom of opera black top n jeans.. cincai la.. jz go.. old fren won mind wat i wear kot??
Lepak enough at LY's place, go home la..... det's when i start 2b pc's best fren until now, 5pm d... hhmmm... chatting, surfing 4my coming trip, online banking again, even play online games w some1 who's working tdy. haha... nice game! Some 1 who is $%&# 2me msg in d afternoon. wat a crap msg. reply oso... keep msg... fine. discovered a new solution to do when v hv msg frm ppl like dis. --switch off d phone!
Later hv to go buy stuff b4 go to sis's shop. Tml another working day. haiii.. i dislike working saturday n sunday.
Mum change her usual pattern. She stop buying me breakfast on Friday morning since I only take brunch on Friday. *grin* Had my bean cereal drink n a piece of biscuit, then i start reading newspaper. Since it's my off day, I decided to do things slowly n leisurely. 1 way 2ease stress accumulated over the week. Halfway through updates about dengue n letters 2d editor, suddenly i realised that i hv yet to bank in my cheque! Okay... change n off i go to Central Square- d complex that jz created a news 2 days ago A student gone missing after telling d gf 2wait 4him while he go withdraw money. I think twice if i were 2go central square now.
It's crowded in the bank. Luckily not a long queue 4 cheque deposit machine. Spent 5minutes in d bank, then go n visit LY. Actually only plan 2go 2bank n come back. Only wear my phantom of opera black top n jeans.. cincai la.. jz go.. old fren won mind wat i wear kot??
Lepak enough at LY's place, go home la..... det's when i start 2b pc's best fren until now, 5pm d... hhmmm... chatting, surfing 4my coming trip, online banking again, even play online games w some1 who's working tdy. haha... nice game! Some 1 who is $%&# 2me msg in d afternoon. wat a crap msg. reply oso... keep msg... fine. discovered a new solution to do when v hv msg frm ppl like dis. --switch off d phone!
Later hv to go buy stuff b4 go to sis's shop. Tml another working day. haiii.. i dislike working saturday n sunday.
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Dilemma
If there's such place named 'D Home of dilemma', I think I live in it over the past 1 week. Life has come to a stage where I start 2ponder what can I do 4my future. Am I going to continue with what I have now or do sth different? *Unknown*
1stly my daily life. Diagnosed by myself as having unhealthy lifestyle.
1- Lack of sleep-- Rx: Cut down internet time, create good sleeping time at nite
2- Unhealthy meal + fear of antioxidant-- Rx: Make sure i visit fruit aunty at break n munch fruitsss daily.
3- Exercise-NIL-- Rx: dis one take some time 2fix a time allocated 4exercise. *good excuse hor??*
4- Treat computer as best friend-- Rx: dis is a fact. kenot do much... Will still glued 2it 4 entertainment of any sort.
2nd my career
1- 2much into working life-- Rx: Must learn 2take it easy. *aiks say is easier than do. jz can't stand if things aren't on the track.
2- 2efficient-- Rx: Learn 2adapt 2d working environment im in. Mayb it's not easy but have to try no matter wat. Must oways remember im only a worker oh..
3- uncertainty-- Rx: Since think come think go oso think no road, dun force 2much might hv better return. advised 2carry on w life n stay alert 4life changes. To stay o to go? We'll decide later.
3rd my relationship
1- Regret-- Rx: Nothing can b done. What oledi past is history. Nobody can change history.
2- Cheated-- Rx: What 2do? Move on w life lo... Always believe that God arrange all those 4us to learn n 2pick up essential skills. There's sth in front 4us 2 c c look look & b a better person.
3- Admire-- Rx: Take it positively n b humble. Nice things comes n goes. Golden period in life. Appreciate it la.
4th my personality
1- Cheerful-- Rx: Keep it up
2- Moody-- Rx: Acceptable. It's good to let go of sadness n frustration rather than keeping it n hurt diri sendiri.
3- Unstable confidence-- Rx: *unknown*.. pathetic rite... kenot explain why.
What bother me most now is my long-lost self-confidence n self-guidance. Next come my future. What do i want? What can i do now?
haiiii.... hope 2hv an answer 4myself soon.
1stly my daily life. Diagnosed by myself as having unhealthy lifestyle.
1- Lack of sleep-- Rx: Cut down internet time, create good sleeping time at nite
2- Unhealthy meal + fear of antioxidant-- Rx: Make sure i visit fruit aunty at break n munch fruitsss daily.
3- Exercise-NIL-- Rx: dis one take some time 2fix a time allocated 4exercise. *good excuse hor??*
4- Treat computer as best friend-- Rx: dis is a fact. kenot do much... Will still glued 2it 4 entertainment of any sort.
2nd my career
1- 2much into working life-- Rx: Must learn 2take it easy. *aiks say is easier than do. jz can't stand if things aren't on the track.
2- 2efficient-- Rx: Learn 2adapt 2d working environment im in. Mayb it's not easy but have to try no matter wat. Must oways remember im only a worker oh..
3- uncertainty-- Rx: Since think come think go oso think no road, dun force 2much might hv better return. advised 2carry on w life n stay alert 4life changes. To stay o to go? We'll decide later.
3rd my relationship
1- Regret-- Rx: Nothing can b done. What oledi past is history. Nobody can change history.
2- Cheated-- Rx: What 2do? Move on w life lo... Always believe that God arrange all those 4us to learn n 2pick up essential skills. There's sth in front 4us 2 c c look look & b a better person.
3- Admire-- Rx: Take it positively n b humble. Nice things comes n goes. Golden period in life. Appreciate it la.
4th my personality
1- Cheerful-- Rx: Keep it up
2- Moody-- Rx: Acceptable. It's good to let go of sadness n frustration rather than keeping it n hurt diri sendiri.
3- Unstable confidence-- Rx: *unknown*.. pathetic rite... kenot explain why.
What bother me most now is my long-lost self-confidence n self-guidance. Next come my future. What do i want? What can i do now?
haiiii.... hope 2hv an answer 4myself soon.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
enjoy life!!
Being a student n a "FAMA scholar", every move esp when it has 2do w $$ needs 2b careful. Once my physic lecturer told@inspired us that "One can hv entertainment at any time, but not education."
I have to agree that is very true & det's wat im experiencing now. Being a druggist myself, i finally hv an a/c that will 'grow' at the end of every month. & i can hv my own plan on wat 2do w them all. No plan 2go back 2 d school, so i guess it's time 2catch up w entertainment, comfort in life etc etc... Enjoy doing sth that's new 2me really. When if not now?? I might b too weak 2walk if i drag it later. *exaggerated statement that is*
So, off i go to book my tickets!! yeah yeah =) n never let go of any chance 2steal time 4 dis adults' "extracurricular activity" Hey that makes us young oso rite. (Rather than hiding ourselves in d shop n repeat...
'dis one, take one, 3 x a day before food ya... remember, it's BEFORE!! okay?' @
' nola uncle..v nv sell at such a low price wor... my price oledi like dis long ago.' @
'halo, it's me la, eh get me dis tablet, 5+1 one, and 10 jars of dis cream ok. urgent one har!!'
So now, i menghitung hari 4d day 2 arrive, n i can throw everything behind, concentrate on ENJOYING MYSELF!!
I have to agree that is very true & det's wat im experiencing now. Being a druggist myself, i finally hv an a/c that will 'grow' at the end of every month. & i can hv my own plan on wat 2do w them all. No plan 2go back 2 d school, so i guess it's time 2catch up w entertainment, comfort in life etc etc... Enjoy doing sth that's new 2me really. When if not now?? I might b too weak 2walk if i drag it later. *exaggerated statement that is*
So, off i go to book my tickets!! yeah yeah =) n never let go of any chance 2steal time 4 dis adults' "extracurricular activity" Hey that makes us young oso rite. (Rather than hiding ourselves in d shop n repeat...
'dis one, take one, 3 x a day before food ya... remember, it's BEFORE!! okay?' @
' nola uncle..v nv sell at such a low price wor... my price oledi like dis long ago.' @
'halo, it's me la, eh get me dis tablet, 5+1 one, and 10 jars of dis cream ok. urgent one har!!'
So now, i menghitung hari 4d day 2 arrive, n i can throw everything behind, concentrate on ENJOYING MYSELF!!
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